I am so tired of being tired. Tired of headaches, sudden bruises, exhaustion, restless limbs, craving sweets, pain in former surgical spots ... ALL kinds of reasons / justifications (??) ... well, you get the point.
I can trace a large portion to:
- Being very overweight
- Stress eating
- Stress
When I find something to eat that I actually like (such a picky eater), I stick with for a while. I know that within a few days or possibly a week, I will get bored of it. Whatever is left in the fridge or cupboard, I am sorry to say, will probably get tossed. (My son is even pickier that me!)
All this to get to tonight's late dinner. I really didn't want to eat, but knew I needed to.
I was in bed all day, pain throught my bod plus another migraine (5th day), severe stomach pain (3rd day), vomiting and nausea.
It was nearly 9 p.m. when I roused myself to get to the kitchen. I scrambled eggs with cheese for my 28-year-old (12-14 years mentally) with apple slices. (He won't choose decent foods unless I am there.)
Then for myself, I fried a couple of eggs and ate them with lettuce (forgot to take a pic). After, I had some sliced apples, then made another yogurt-and-fruit parfait with strawberries, bananas, and added blueberries to it ... help keep the monotony away.
I need to do better.
Who will take care of my son when I die?
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